Me

Life is fragile

2006-10-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm attended chris ah gong funeral ... well ... life is realli fragile and the death god may claim ur life anything u want and we are juz too weak to resist ...

Thinking back when my grand pa laying on the bed and never wake up again that moment ... i cried like mad becox he is a good person ... remember those days when he wanted us to massage for him and everyone juz run away ... when our parent trying to cane us and punish us .. we will always hide behind him and use him as our shield .. he will always uses him aggressive voice "dun cane them la ... why always wanna cane them ... they are only kids" .. he always protect us ... he also will give us money to buy sweets and blah blah ... when we have nth to do .. he will always suggest to play "dai dee" with him becox my auntie very fierce (who dun like gambling and will see whoever gambling he will scold the shit outta him) but upon the invitation from ah gong ... nobody will scold us ... The tears i cried for him is the most precious gift he would ever recieve from me becox my tears is not juz ordinary tears ... but a tears that is full of sadness, gratefulness and love... but it was too late to know this ... i can onli look at the photo when i miss him ... i really miss him lots ...

Cars keys had been confiscated by my brother ... which means that i wun be to drive his car again .. well that the selfish act of him ... i have nth to say abt him except for self-fish idiot ...

It's happy to see you enjoying ur self and filled with happiness = ]

>>>To be the last one, who will sing me to sleep<<<

Out of reach

2006-10-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

I was rotting the whole afternoon at home ... Use com, eat and sleep ... basically that wat i did ...

Than evening went to meet wei song at Marina Square and go shop and look around for our jogging stuff for the standard chartered marathon ... well ... planned to get a dehydration belt, a dri fit shorts and a dri-fit t shirt ... quite expensive tho ... will cost ard 100 bucks ... aHhHhhH ... Than our convo come across studies ... I never knew that Singapore University is so damn difficult to get in .. I wanted to get into uni but than ... it far beyond my ability but i think i should try to get it !!! Based on my 1st sem result .. my uni dreams faded ... But i will work for it next sem ... Jia you !!! Jia You !! Jia you !!!

went back home after we check everything out and as usual ... i sit in front of my com and starts to stare at it blankly and check the freaking same things again and again ...

Open my MSN saw pearlyn online ... well ... hmmm didn't start a convo with her becox i knew that she is busy chatting with some other people ... you know ... Initially wanted to ask her to supper but than hesistated for a while than decide not to becox ... i should let go huh ... when something dun meant to be urs, it will never be urs... But it juz seems that every girl doesn't belongs to me .. ha ... hard luck ... Jian Hai ur love life is a complete screwed up or u dun dare to ask becox u scared of rejection ? Dun be a sore loser jian hai .... But that the way i am ...

Jon than called and ask me for supper so went to pick him, nick and ben and go to our usual place to eat which is Hong Kong Cafe ... than went to east coast parks to chill out ... well ..

probably i need a long break from seeking back my love huh ...

>>>Maybe My Love Will Come Back Someday, But Only Heaven Know<<<

ErMmmMm HeMMm

2006-10-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Well ... went to chinatown with my mum and auntie to check out the tour of hong kong and shen zhen ... than after much consideration we book the ticket immediately ... that was a rush 1 ... which is THIS FRIDAY !!!! yesss this friday !!! I AM GONNA TAKE A AEROPLANE !!! OMG i am damn happy !!! becox i insist of taking a aeroplane before my holiday ends = ] ... soooo happy !!! lalalala ~~!!

well ... dad was drunk at coffee shop and create a scene there ... uncle called ... went there and carried him home >.< ... lucky no people at coffee shop except for a table of stranger which is like uncle and auntie which my father almost fight with them .. ha ...

well ... thinking back .. i should slowly walk away and hope u will have a wonderful relationship with that guy = ] ... Good luck with best wishes to ya ...

>>>>To see you filled with happiness, that the greatest pleasure i will have<<<<

Happy Birthday Giam !!!

2006-10-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

Weeee ... My buddy birthday !!! yesterday went to bishan for his BBQ session ... well ... as usual ... eating , tok and starting fire = ] ... than sabo him !!! He whack my hand away than ended ganna myself .. than i take more and chase him all around than he gave up ... stand there and smash by me !!! Than sharil pour a cup of satay sauce inside his pants ... that was like ewww ... haha he look like shitting at his pants >.< ... than pack up and meanwhile waiting for wei song ...

than bring all those stuff up to his sister house which is empty .. i mean no body staying there ... than me and wei song went down for supper ... than shun bian get a long cans of beer and drink meanwhile talk talk ... than go back to the house ...

well than continue drink a few cups of red wine ... thank you shirley for being such a smoothing wine = ] .. it a nice wine ... than meanwhile giam open up all his present ... His present was like so many so many ... i never had so many present in my life !!! Some gift are realli nice and thoughtful ...

well than slept there and next day went back home >.<

Unfortunately u were not there =

Came back from chalet

2006-10-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm ... recieved comment that my blog look like essay !!! hahaha ... okie ... i shall cut short my craps now ...

Came back from 3Days 2 nights class chalet ... Well ... how i hope that kinda life never ends ... time pass so fast when we enjoy ourself ... that chalet had draw the class closer together ... that great !!! We understand each other more and tends to craps around , play around and laugh around = ] ...

I simply love flying kite = ] anyone wanna fly kite with me ??? hahaha went to bowl, sing , BBQ, Mahjong , cards game , truth or dare, ghost stories and lotsa thing ... so fun !!!

well ... during truth or dare .. i choose dare ... than steffiny juz nice walk in ... Ho seh ... end up knee-ing down kissing her hands ... that is so sweet .. haha ...

But i suffering from lack of sleep .. Poor thingy ...

>>> Should i stay or should i go ? <<<

Start afresh

2006-09-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm well .. ard 1 week didn't blog le ... many thing happen ... i shall roughly describe the whole damn blood week .. actually nth much ... it juz that bro in hospital,bang my bro car again ... yes .. again ... taking sub paper .. stressing something that i created for myself ... drive out for supper ...

POM sub paper is quite alright ... hopefully i can pass .. well .. YDC and me is having a big gap le ... i started to drift away from them ... well i rejected all the dates they have for me .. i dunno why i rather prefer staying at home doing nth .. do the thing i always do when at home ... you know ... switch on computer ... On my music and playing solitaire for the whole damn bloody day ... i can't explain the feeling ...

i felt rather moody this few days ... esp when i bang my bro car ... its juz like when u reach at the peak of the mountain and some bloody fucker push u down the mountain and u fall hard .. i mean really hard ... can someone pull me up ???

Actually went to loyang temple to pray with pearlyn tan ... can u believe that ??? It's pearlyn tan = ] ... well hope that day never ends ... but too bad ... everything will come to an end ...

Went driving out for supper at Jalan Kayu with estee and Jane ... than went to changi village to see AQUA which they were like .... DAMN HOT ... they realli look like model that kinda ... i was drooling man ...now i know muz go ard 2 - 3 am like that than got nice nice 1 ... after that went to changi airport to slack out ... than finally went home and rest ...

Giam also asked me to go to his party on 6oct at bishan ... which means its like another YDC thingy ... well .. giam is one of my best buddy ... and i dun feel like going becox of YDC ... i dun look him as in YDC but a real frenz ... i now stuck in between ... should i go ? or stay ? I'll consider ...

Hmmm .. wish that i can have a drink or smt ... anybody out there to go drink with me at acid bar ?? i love the atmosphere there = ] ... i most probably will go there drink on this thursday ... regardless of got accompany anot = ] i insisted ... (won't be driving)

well .. seeing my brother getting better and better i feel more ease now ... but than quite worried also becox he veh stubborn and insist of going to genting this thursday ... he still haven discharge ... i dunno wat he gonna do man ... and thanks god ... he didn't scold me about the car thingy !! muahahaha .. anyway ... he sneak out today from hospital to go for a hair cut ...than he drove the car with his hair ... i know that people use hand to drive .. but than his hair is with plug !!! the needle-ing thingy .. ha ... wat a rare driver huh ...

And the final updates is ....... Hazel ask me for a movie next week !! haha .. well i wanna catch a movie this few days too ... she ask the right time !! ... = ] ... anyway .. i wanna try gold class de !! haha .. too exp = [

anyway ... my naive thoughts of having a car is easy to maintain has slowly fading away ... becox ... the patrol is exp ... the cash card has to be top up regularly and got to clean ur car .. wash ur car ... shower with love ... if bang the car ... a sum of money u gt to pay for repairing ... It's nt easy to feed a car ... but at least it is much cheaper than feeding an gf = ]

bad day ...

2006-09-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

When i was about to get out my house ... i recieve a call from my uncle saying that my brother not feeling well ... send him to the hospital quick ... so mi and mum rush over to my dad shop and i fetch my brother to hospital while my mum replace my brother work ... well ... when reach the hospital he open the door and left ... i am stuck in between .. dunno whether to accompany him go back or wat .. i felt so lost ... in the end i make my way back to home and fetch my dad to his shop to collect the car that i drove there ...

Than after i send my dad to shop .. i went to glen house for some slack out ... driving my brother car ... than around evening went to pick my mum(after she visit my brother)

Than went to wash car and pump patrol ... which we actually plan to go JB to pump patrol de ... but than change of mind ... do it in singapore ... than went to have dinner at nearby coffeeshop ...

Than at around 10.15 drove and pick pearlyn up for dinner/supper at changi airport burger king .. than drove around ...

Reach home already immediately bath and went to bed ...

Sick ...

2006-09-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Fell ill ... High fever, vomit and lao sai make my day go weak and sad ... and adding mucles cramps my whole body grew weak and fragile ... legs wobby ... hardly walk and giddy ... I guess i suffered from food poisoning ... thanks to yesterday dinner ...i ate too much i guess ...

Afternoon ... ate a pack of chicken rice and than after had my medicine ... i rush to the toilet and puke .. than went back to eat the medicine again ... than go to my bed and rest ... The wind is strong and i can feel the coldness in me ...i wore a shirt ... a jacket and with a blanket and slept until night time ...

Than mum give me eat medicine than had a little bee hoon as dinner than slept again ...

Terry Fox !!!

2006-09-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Suppose to wake up at 5.15 ... but than overslept until 6 ... Luckily shirley called me ... if not i will continue ZzZ ... ahahaha ... than quickly rush and drive to harbourfront to meet shirley and giam ... but than giam cannot be reach .. so in the end only me and shirley run the thingy ... Well luckily i drive and bring alot of stuff with me .. haha ... u will know why = ] ... than as we walking to tanjong beach ... It started to rain ... Than drizzling a while than slowly it become heavier .. So we were like slacking there and standing there waiting the warm up to get started.. well .. i saw a girl ... look very much like junior keke ... haha ... like those mature version 1 .. well i guess young 20s ? or ard my age de ... quite pretty tho ...

Than the warm up started le ... it quite fun !! like those exercise we always do when we have PE lesson during secondary days .. haha ... well .. *dance it to the left, dance it to the right* than soon the run had commence ... than well ... the 9km jog started to begin while it raining ... Mi and shirley was jogging side by side ... i following her pace ... quite rather slow and smoothing ... but well i training and practising my breathing ... make sure i am ready for half marathon... well ... i saw an caucasian pushing a baby trolley (his son i guess) and while running ... that was like ... WOW ... he jog damn fast also ... I must learn this stun !!! hahaha .. about 7km like that my right leg bone start to hurt again ... hmm well .. i ignore and continue ... than at the 8km point i increase my pace and finish the race ... haha ... phew ... i still left alot of breathe and strength when i finish ... It took me 58 min to complete the run ... quite rather slow ... becox i practising my breathing instead ...

than shortly shirley complete as well .. she was quite fast also ... behind me 1 min .. than cool down a while ... tried to find the free towel but failed ... haha ... anyway my towel was drench with rain water !!!! not sweat ... so my whole shirt and shorts was like drench also ... same as shirley .. haha ... than we slowly walk back to the carpark ... get ourself change and than went to harbourfront for blunch ... after that than drive her back home ... than i drive home ... lonely driver !!! haha ...

When i reach home ... i bath and sleep ZzZzZzZ .. and didn't go my grandmother house ... whereby all my cousin planned to go there to visit my grandma .. haha ... bad bad bad ... dun blame me ... i veh tired ... i onli slept for 21/2 freaking hour... than woke up at night than went to bedok 85 for dinner !!!

Well .. while driving alone ... i felt veh empty and scared ... i dun like to drive alone .. i dun wanna be a lonely driver ... Is there anyone willing to keep mi accompany throughout the journey ??? Stop the empty and lonely feeling i have ... would u willing to be "the one" ??? (Guys please get lost = ] only for girls ... )

Out out out

2006-09-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

In the afternoon ... i felt veh bored and sianzzz .. so called aloy and shawn whether free anot .. than drive them to parkway walk walk ... than go lagoon eat dinner !! haha .. tried to reach chris but failed ... than damien and glen cannot go out ... ZzZ ... well i have onli 3hours time to drive ... becox brother wanna use car afterward ... so after dinner i send them back and i went home...

Cousin called ...ask me to go out at night .. so i agreed ... well i than bath and get dress ...than walk to his house ... celebrate lawson birthday ... than slack at his house for awhile than they drive to great world city to catch a movie ... well i seat my cousin car ... she dunno how to go and we were like going around the place ... went to clarke quay and bugis and lotsa place ... ahaha ... and a bus almost hit the car which is my side ... almost died ... haha ... hmmm than keep going than in the end no choice ... got to ask taxi driver ... that our last resort ... than FINALLY we reach the place but than cannot find the hawker centre so we were like going round and round the place by foot ... ZzZ ...

After the supper ... went to watch pulse ... well .. quite a nice movie ... but i was tired so i was like quite restless ... than after movie went back home ... and while she was driving she didn't notice a cat dunno whether dead or alive laying on the road ... so she drive thru it ... than she like quite guilty ... at first she dunno wat was it .. than she drive back there again and see .. hmmm ... she like quite sad and almost freak out ... keep saying jia lat jia lat .. haha .. well .. i dun realli care ... becox maybe the cat is already dead or smt if not why would it be laying there ... unless someone is stupid enuff to tell me that the cat is sleeping in the middle of the road ...

Its a rainy day !!

2006-09-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Rain !!! RAIN !! AND MORE RAIN !!!! ... had to attend the stupid POM Sub class ... but than it was like raining cats and dogs ... damn heavy ... my dad ask me drive my brother car but i rejected several times ... than he say he drive me so i reluctantly agreed... but than when i was ready ... he change his mind ... he pass me the car key and ask me to drive my brother car .. well looking at the weather ... no choice but to drive ...

after the class saw jaden outside the cheers store .. have a short conversation with her ... well she heading home ... so i was like wanted to offer to drive her home but i scared that she tell me she stay jurong or somewhere far away .. hahaa .. so i didn't ask ... looking at the rain and the time ... suddenly tot of pearlyn !! haha ... she juz finish work .. well so i drive her back home since its raining ... than headed home straight away ...

At night around 8+ ... drive to interchange for dinner ... with chris they all .. than went to pasar malam walk walk ... than send chris and glen to changi hospital than i drove back home ...

Moody

2006-09-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Worst day of the month i guess ... Scolded by my brother for dirtying his car ... well i forget to clean the carpet after used ... than he ban me from driving his car ... so sad ... luckily he dunno the crack is i make 1 ... if not i am gonna be like so dead ... check my result today as well ... Once the page is open ... my heart sank ... I failed Principle of Management ... i tot i did quite alright for the paper ... DAMN !!! Than 2 B , 1 C+, 1 C and 1 FREAKING F ... Juz like when u juz reach the peak and someone juz pushes u down ... this is how i felt ... heart broken , sad , disappointed and so on ...

Whole day my mood was like extremely down .. dunno wat to do ... no mood to do this and that ... no mood to talk .. and keep thinking those thing that keep bothering me ... haizz ... License had create such a problem for me ... how i was i didn't take that test and pass that freaking test .. but well .. i can onli bitch abt it ...

At night around 12.30am .. my dad ask me why i never go out ... well .. i keep and silent and didn't answer him ... no mood to talk at all .. well he didn't ask much but i guess he know wats happening ... i shouldn't have scatch that stupid thing !!! I am such a crumsy idiot ... My brother tot the sun crack that thingy ... and blame this and that ... i feel so guilty ... haizz ...

Drive out

2006-09-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm ... sleep until 2 + pm than slack at home .. slack until 7 like that than go my cousin place for dinner with my brother ... well .. after dinner ... i took a short nap than around 10 plus drive to robin house .. haha .. than i tell him i drive he was like .. WAHHH SWEEEEE .. haha .. than went to pick shawn ... he one blur cock ... haha ... he beside the road than i stop near him .. than i wind down the window and call him ... he was like blur and ignore .. than i horn him .. than he than know is me .. L O L ... than well ... went to pick ye xiang .. hmmm he is another blur 1 ... i pack behind his house de parking lot ... than he walk past the car .. hahaha ... than horn him .. he than know is mi .. L O L .. well next to come is jon ... went to his house car park and wait for him .. than after pick him up le ... we went 85 for dinner/supper ... than cb .. car tio bird shit ... sway sia .. haha .. than quickly left that place than went to changi to see aqua as well as clear the bird droppings ... well .. onli saw 2 nia .. haha .. than we go loyang temple pray ... after praying went back to changi again to see ... hahaha ...well this time got 4 !! but well .. quite i mean QUITE pretty .. haha ... than we proceed to geylang for tim sum ... than went to andrew house ...

KNN when parking my car at multi storey carpark ...i reverse than the car is abit too forward so i reverse back abit .. the spoiler ganna the wall ... than i quickly move forward abit ... the spoiler paint ganna than knn ... heart pain .. than die la .. its my brother car .. haha .. than went to andrew house slack .. well as usual i slp there until 5 + than wake up drive them back ... than bobo and me go pick pearlyn up and send her to changi hospital ... than went to pump patrol and send bobo back and than i went back

wahahaha ... hopefully my brother didn't see the crack ... grrrr ...or else he wun lend mi his car again ...

Wahahaahaha

2006-09-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went to Ubi for driving test today ... well ... at CDC saw pei gek ... one of my ex primary classmate ... hehe .. i couldn't realli regconize her but well ... at least i know is her ... than i quickly went into the room ... Than start the warm up session ... after warm up went to another room and wait for the balloting of test route... after that the tester will call your name and the test starts ! well ... i was quite nervous and gan giong !!! in the circuit i was quite alright except for the slope ... engine stalled and roll back than lucky i step on the brake !! LOL ... well got 2 demerit point for that ... than when moving out to the main road everything is doing okay ... except that when the arrow is flashing which about to stop .. i quickly stop !! than guess wat ? i stop beyond the stop line i was like OMFG !! I AM GONNA FAIL ... than the tester still look at it .. i realli dead this time ... than went back to the driving centre ...So fast returning back so i know something wrong liao .. haha ..

Than i follow the tester to office .. than he tell me where i get the demerit points and all that ... than guess wat ? He tick the pass tick box i was LIKE OMG !!! I freaking happy la !!! than he say congrats !! hahaha ... woo hoo .. license license !!!! Tester Teo EE Hiang is a nice guy !! he is the one who test my cousin which having 2nd attempt ... than also pass her .. haha .. he may look veh stern and strict but actualli dun get fooled by his appearance = ]

Well ... than went home with the piece of paper with me .. haha ... than reach home le ... wahahahaha ... Siao siao .. license in my hand !! well .. i bluff chris and PBC i failed .. lol ...

Than later in the night ... my brother finally lend mi car to drive le ... with my mum permission ... than drive kiong to hougang ... go yeo koh house .. than they drink and slack ... i cannot drink >.< so can onli drink sprite .. hahaha .. than around 5 plus we left than send kiong and chia home ... than drop chong wei at bus stop ... than i go packet macdonald breakfast for pearlyn and send her to changi hospital for her attachment .. well .. after that went to pump patrol than went back = D ...

Jealousy

2006-09-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Overheard from the conversation that my dad have with my uncle that he asking my dad to help find a lobang for a car for his daughter ... i felt so sour ... dunno why ... Out of a sudden i dun felt like going for my Driving test tml ... i have no mood at all for that ... anyway ... i went to driving lesson later in the afternoon ... my mind is realli not that there ... made plenty of silly mistakes ... GrRrR ... no mood no mood ... So what for if i get my license whereby i have no car to drive while my cousin and brother all with license and with car ? What worst is no one is willing to let me drive their car include my brother la ... give the same old excuse ... my license is new and all that ... if i never start now ? when will i havet he chance to start ? i will be forever a new driver... DUH ! use ur brain ! I felt damn small ...

After driving went to TM with kiong and buy my blink blink .. than play Time crisis 2 awhile ... than walk walk for couple of minutes ... than saw ya wen working in giordano .. so went to say hi to her .. than we left to bedok 85 and meet yeo koh and chia for dinner ... had stringray, Dua Tao and sotong ... than accompany by a bottle of beers !! woah ... that is life man ... than decide that tml go to yeo koh house drink !

hmmm ... asked my brother to lend mi car tml if i pass my license ... the usual self fish answer ... NO ! than make me dun take the license more ... FUCK MAN ! Self fish bastard ...God damn it ! Swear and curse that my driving test failed ... i realli not in the mood to take the test ... if failed .. i dun think i gonna retest ...

Happy birthday Naomi !!!

2006-09-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

went to meet allan, raymond and wee tat at orchard ... than we a cup of coffee at coffee bean ... after that went to get a cake for naomi ... after getting the cakes ... went to cineleisure de pasta mania ... giam, naomi and wei song join us after that ... so we juz at there sing birthday song there and give naomi the present ... nothing much ... than went back home afterward

well .. after didn't meet them up for quite some time ... i realise that i miss out quite alot of stuff ... cheryl party .. KTV and other stuff which i dunno at all ... so kinda sad ... no one tell me about it and ask me about ... haizz ... wat a disappointment .. Guess i so small within them ... hmmm .. well .. maybe they ask me out my answer will be a standard answer which is a NO ... i veh Ji Chou 1 ... We'll shall see

Sentosa !!!

2006-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

My new hairstyle !!! nice nice ???

wahahahhaa !!! Sentosa !!! went to sentosa today ... go to palawan beach !!! i change into my running gear and jog !! than chris wanna join same as boon chuan ... than we start running ... when jog abt 1.5km chris tired already ... than she dun 1 to run anymore ... than in the end we walk and half jog back to palawan beach ... shit la !!! i haven start trained up for my half marathon la !!! plan to trained today de ... but than haizzz ...

Than went back to palawan beach ... play volleyball, freebies and swimming !!! heh heh ... play until 5 like that than went to bath ... than left palawan and meet the girls at the departure hall dere ... and guess wat ? the guyssss forget to take the volleyball and freebies.. L O L !!!! the ball is pauline de ... hahahahaha .... they were so scared ... but well .. we had already lost the ball wat can we do ? lol ... than went to take train to bedok ... and we have our dinner at 85 cafe !!

shawn , pauline , chris and me share stringray, sotong and lala !! wahahahahahhaha ... damn shiok ! sweat like shit while eating ... than with couple of beers ended our meal ... what thing is more enjoyable than this ? haha ... saw amanda,edmund and matt at there too ... they juz finish the band practice ... hmmm graduate le still go back ... hardworking and loyal chaps ...

As we were heading home .. in the cab ... we heard some emo song from jay ... woah that was like suit our feeling becox we were singing before we enter the cab .. lolx ... thinking back ... when is the day that emo song doesn't affect my feeling at all ? who can replace it ? well ... gods knows ... anyay ... WHAT A DAY !!!!!!!!!

Sleeping day !!!

2006-09-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

went driving at 12.45 again ... ganna 1 uncle instructor ... damn sway la ... he keep talking and talking ... i juz wanna drive my own than he keep teaching me this and that as if i 1st time come like that ... Grrr ... Saw bunny at bus stop while going to CDC ... he's learning bike ... hMmMm ...

After driving lesson ... i went home ... than jac jie come my house becox she got nth to do .. lolx ... and she forget to bring her keys ... than got medical appointment but than it far too long ... than i Zzz whole day ... than jac jie and my mum went to ah ma house .. than i continue ZzZ ...

A sleeping day for ... i just simply love sleeping = ]

Driving !!!

2006-09-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Went for driving lesson today at 12.45 ... well ... kinda Kan chiong !!! haha dunno why !!! Grrrr ... My Tp test date is like 5 days away !!! sooooo worried and excited as well !! after driving than went back home and eat lunch !!! My dad dunno go where catch 1 SUPER big crab !!! hahaha ... got to use hammer to whack the shell !!! or else cannot open !!! hahahaha ... i guess its about 1.5 kg ? super duper big !!! after the lunch went to ZzZ ... than meet shawn, aloy and chris for dinner at Tampines Mall Ajisen ... after that than went to walk walk ... than go Toy'r Rus play !!! hahahaha ganna scolded by the staff ... damn funny ... back to a kid again whenever i go there ... L O L ...awwww .. haha ...

Than i went off and meet jon and mud at city hall... than go MOS ... well .. got free entrance ticket becox of some tertiary thingy that jon got ... so we enter to the club ... well .. i guess it still quite early so not much people in there ... so mi and jon went out to 7-11 to get a 6 in pack beer and start drinking 1st.. each one 3 cans !!! well i drank pretty fast ... so when walk back to the club i abit tipsy ... than went in le ... alot of people liao !!! hahaha ... bought a jar of bourbon coke and a cup of bourbon coke and drink !!! Pheww ... quite kinda concentrated .. haha .. than went DANCING !!! woo hooo ... pretty/cute/beautiful/sexy chicks all around .. hahaha .. but well .. i dance my own ... well .. some girls keep getting closer and closer to me !!! but well ...i keep moving backward until no space no choice ... hahaha ...than keep bumping onto mi lo ... but welllllll .. i dun mind anyway = D ... than continue dance and dance ... than got 1 malay lady ... kinda pretty ... start dancing with me !!!! hahaha ... she one of my fren's fren .. so well i dun mind playing with her >.< ...

well well... ard 4.30 the party begin to end ...went out and get some fresh air and Jon fren to drive us back .. haha ... well ... go thru the drive thru mac ... get some breakfast ... kinda cool !!! when i got my license i wanna do that !!! hahaha ... than went home and ZzZzZ

So many ladies around and i have not yet to find 1 ... how patheic that is !!! ha ...people say ... the time isn't right for me ? well than when is the time right ? when i stepping inside the coffin ? awwww ... i need love ... i am fetish for it

Happy Occasion !

2006-09-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sweet Keke and me !!!

woke up at 9.30 today .. i was suppose to meet chris and michelle 9.30 at bedok interchange L o L ... but than michelle also overslept !!! Than quickly go bath and rush to secondary school for choir graduation thingy ... than went there chat with the instructor(Mr Goh) than went to Music room for some activity ... well well ... than shortly ... Ck joined us ... than take photo with keke !!! haha ... After the whole thingy ... mich, chris,ck and me went to bedok interchange for lunch ...

After lunch i went to my cousin place ... becox my cousin go ROM !!! hahaha ... that why i wear until so formal wor ... than went to ROM there than the newly wed make vows and all that ... than after the thingy went for dinner than go my cousin place for slack out ... and guess wat we doing there ?

The newly wed

yeah ! its gambling ... the Lee family favourite hobby and interest !!! we play until 1.15 well ... than know that it getting late so we end it ... TMD ! I lost 10 bucks !!! Muahahahaha ....

Than i walk back home becox i stay nearby !!! Wish them all the best !!

Well ... cousin one by one attach and one by one getting married ... i am like still single ??? Omg !!! haha ... quite kinda sad ... desperate for love now ...

Secondary School

2006-09-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

wat a disappointment ... my secondary school realli is sux a stupid school ... i went back 2 times and the 2 damn bloody time also dun allow me to go in .. due to some SUCKY policies .. i really gonna swear that i dun wanna to go back any more le ... Still say wat ... integrity ? loyalty ? respect ? all bullshit ... can't even go visit teacher ... still talk abt moral ? this school need some reflection ... is juz plainly sux...

meet mrs ong for lunch outside school ... than after the lunch ... went to tampines interchange and walk walk ... haha ... with glen aloy and shawn ... after walking and look at those bags that i wanna buy for pearlyn tan as birthday present ... quite exp but well ...

than glen saw his fren and join them ... so left me , aloy and shawn .. than go to S11 there return vcd ... than go drink bubble tea ... the auntie attitude sux ... we plan to leave when she was making the bubble tea .. but than i think back again ... better dun ... cox i do believe in karma ... and ren yi shi feng ping lang jing... so i didn't take it to heart ... than go take bus to my house there ...

Than went into the jewel shop than and pierce ear !! muahahaha ... well .. more painful than blood donation !!! ... OUCH !! hahaha ... but it was kinda fast ... than went to big bookshop and buy some stuff ... than went home !!! Heh heh heh ...

My mum tell me need to change the ear stud to ear stick ... or else will ganna infection ... so she take out the ear stud and put ear stick for me ... damn bloody pain ... ahahaha ... grrr ... shouldn't believe her ... haha .. damn bloody pain la !!! but well .. now quite alright le .. haha wahaha muahahaha ... no alcohol !! die la ... scared will ganna infection ...

Home Home Home

2006-09-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

well well well ... sleep until 4pm than wake up !! hahaha ... too tired le ... bo bian ... than all the way at home ... shawn called me and ask me go out eat dinner ... and he is with emily ... well ... i dun wanna to be light bulb .. hahaha .. so didn't join them ...

well .. sunday !!! so my mum ask me to go eat dinner with my uncle ... becox every sunday we will have dinner together de ... so since i didn't join them for a long time .. so i join in this time = ] ... than went home and rest ... than watch VCD until 3am than sleep .. well .. that the holidays life i guess

Blood donation day

2006-09-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

well well ... onli slept for 4 hours ... than wake up ard 12 ... went to blood bank to donate blood ... Fortunately it was my 10th weeks ... so can let nurse yati do the needle-ing ... anyway ... it was her last day !!! so sad ... she leaving and she will do my donation any more = [ .. i got to find another experience nurse to do .. haha ... she do damn good ... i broke my record again ... it only took 5 DAMN min to complete .. damn fast !!! i was so happy ... but anyway she leaving ... i guess the record will left unbroken = [ ...

Than went to meet allan, wei song, lynn, naomi and zhi qin for the YAP meeting at tampines ... but i was sleeping while they were discussing ... than they finish meeting le i woke up ... hahaha ... than meet giam ... after that naomi, allan, giam and me went to suntec to catch a movie ... went to see Devil Wears Prada ...well .. quite a nice show ... 1 thumbs up for that .... than went to pastamania for dinner ... i am the only 1 eating ... hahaha .. after that than went home ...

Hmmm ... while slacking at home ... robin called mi to go slack out at coffee shop ... so went to meet them(robin,ye xiang, jon and jon's fren)... well ... after supper ... they wan to go play soccer >.< ... so join them play ... play until 5 am !!! damn ... that was freaking late and tired ... than went home and sleep !!!

Krunk Party

2006-09-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

well ... went to blood bank for donation but than Nurse yati not in so in the end didn't donate ... than slack at red cross office until 5.45 than went to harbour front to meet lucille, hui shi , yeo koh , kiong , chong wei and sarah ..

Than we went for dinner... after dinner went to cold storage to get some alcohol ... than went to take the shuttle bus to sentosa for the party ... saw kavan !!! but than he going to HTM de thingy ... so he alighted at the 1st stop when taking blue line .. than we continue the ride until musical garden. When reach there le ... we start to drink our alcohol !!! than we proceed into the krunk party ...

well .. alot of xiao didi ... see also sianz ... the dance floor was so empty until about 11 than start to crowd with people ... well i drank quite alot .. a small bottle of wine and 2 bottle of beer using straw ... than go to the bar counter to collect my alocholic drinks and drink again ... than buy another cup of beer using straw and drink ... sharing with yeo koh ... than we sit there chatting ...

well ... when it about the time ... we went dancing ... alot of xiao didi .. buay tahan ... i hate that ... i swear i never go underage party again ... but than alot of bikini babes .... well i want to be faithful so i didn't mess around with girls ... i really behave myself = ] ... hahaha ... so i onli see see onli ... and guess wat ? Stephanie is there !!! OMG my eye candy !!! she is kavan fren la !!! they finish the HTM thingy than come de .. haha ... smuggle alcohol to them .. l O l
well ... quite boring .. cox all small boy ... haizzz ...

Maybe my love will come back 1 day ... but ... ONLY heaven know ...

Happy happy happy

2006-08-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

FINALY !!! EXAM is over ... i swear that i never study so hard before ... not even study so hard for O lvl !!! hahahaha ... finish le .. so damn bloody happy !!! i realli veh veh veh happy ... one of my happiest moment in life !!! Last papers was marketing which realli stress me alot as marketing is one of the heavy subject i took ... i know that i gonna fail in the first place but after doing the paper ... i think that there is a little slight hope to achieving my B !!!

Well after the paper ... went to TM with my mum to do the sim card thingy and plan to buy a new phone but in the end never buy .. haha ... than meet the missy at Ajisan than went to Yishun Safra to play acade and bowling ... than went to catch doll doll ... haha manage to catch 1 stitch !!! wahahahaha ... which i dun intend to catch any ... so happy ... than after bowl went to take bus 854 which took me 1h15 min to reach bedok than take 14 to siplap to meet pauline and accompany .. the usual hangouts ... went to liquid kitchen and have a drink ... well i drank quite alot ... becox i am happy !!! Drank Chocolate martini , Long island tea and beer ... wahahah alot ? but than it still not enuff for me lo !!! hahaha ... than finally took a cab home

well .. alot of thing happen during this 23 days ... things that never happen in my life and many other stuff ... but thing never change is my love life ... still the same .. single ... elaine ask me am i still single ... so sad ... i still give the old and usual answer ... yes i am ... becox i am not attractive enuff ... sad life .. i juz need some love and concern ... anybody out there willing to give me ? whenever i need u ... will u be there ? nah ... i doubt so ...

Happy birthday DERRICK !!!

2006-08-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dun feel like going to school for accounting lecture, but than kiong said die die also have to go becox we plan to celebrate derrick birthday. So i went to school ... BUT THAN DIDN'T attend accounting lecture becox half of my class dun wan to go .. but than i want to go de .. but it seems veh off if i go = [ ... so we stay outside the LT and rot !!! GRRRR ... i dunno how to do accounting !!! DIE LA ... nvm ... I already asked Julia to help me out le = D .. next week she will give mi tution ... wahahaha ... well after the lecture .. We celebrate Derrick birthday ... Kiong and Chia went outside to collect the pizza and the cakes ... So we were like having pizza and a cake for lunch ... anyway is 6 BIG Pizza !!! hahaha for a serving of 24 people ... and not everyone eat it ... so in the end ... left over half ration of a pizza. Than went to get the drinks ... the drinks damn alot la ... its in the water dispenser ... so it was like fullly filled ? we cannot finish it ... left half filled we than throw away le ... cox we were rushing for another lecture ... anyway ... Derrick look so cute that day ... he wear like a little boy ... hahahaha ... ( i am not a gay juz because i comment ppl cute)

grrr ... my management and my economic notes is with gLEN !!! i tried to contact him but he didn't answer my call and sms ... so in the end no choice but to go the economic lecture without lecture notes ... so sad ... so i ended up knodding my head during the Lecture ... hahaha .... hmmmm ... after the economic lecture ... Lucille , sarah , adele , kiong and me went to jog at the bedok reservoir ... haha ... I wan to build up my stamina for the REAL RUN !!!! hmmm ... well ... sarah can't run ... maybe becox she long time never run le ... and for lucille and adele they can still manage to finish the route by slow jog ... but than sarah is walk to the finishing line ... hmmmmmm ... well .... kiong is good .. haha .. he wanted to run the second round ... but than i dun wan ... cox i later going out .. i dun wanna tired myself ... i feel juz a little tired after the 1st round ... still have enough strength and stamina for the second round = ] but than better not ... cox it like ... u run half of the reservior le u will like have to complete it lo .. unlike jogging at the stadium whereby u can stop when u tired and rest at the stand ... hahaha

Hmmm after the jogging ... went home to have a bath than go meet pauline, Chris , Aloy and shawn to watch fireworks ... hmmm quite fed up with aloy and shawn becox they were late for like 30 min la !!! than we also rushing to watch the fireworks ... than after meet them quickly go meet pauline and chris at Marina Square. They found a seat which i suppose to be quite good ... than we seat there than shawn, aloy and pauline went to buy dinner to ta bao at there eat .... When we were having the dinner ... the firewroks started .. and we cannot see a single shit about it ... damn ... so everyone stand up and move lo .. it was so damn bloody crowded ... but than by tip toe-ing i can see ... not all but a portion of it ... well the fireworks not reali nice lo ...no special de ... all like used in last year new year and NDP ... onli a few 1 nice nia ...

When the fireworks ended ... everyone .. it like dunno how many thousand of people are moving la ... so squeezy ... than we walk to take bus 10 ... than too many people so we walk to take train again ... actually plan to slack somewhere but than everywhere also so crowded ...than fianlly take train home ZzZ ...

I can't resist the temptation of alcohol ... haha ... planned to go acid bar tml !!! but i dun think it will be sucessful as the people i asked to go all seems so ....... >.< .. u know ... haizzz

As usual ... u msg me ... and u're gone ... i replied so many times ... and you simply juz disappear and forget me again ... when will this stop ?

Monday AGAIN !

2006-08-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yea ... MONDAY AGAIN !!! Gosh ! so fast .... woke up at 8.15 ... and went for marketing class. than 2H break ... and rot for 2 H ... than went for CSA lab session .. ZzZ ... we were scolded for our poor attendance for the lecture ... becox it so boring !!! DAMN DAMN DAMN ... well .. after the lecture ... we went to play badminton !!! ANd guess wat ... Kiong book the court at the wrong date ... he book for tomorro 1 ... arg .... than he rush to one sop centre to book for todays ... than we got 2 H of badminton session to play .. hahaha ... well ... i play with kiong , chong wei and yoko until 5 pm than went home ... was quite tired tho ... cox long time never play badminton le .. its so fun !!!

Hmmmm went home and have a quick bath than went out again ... meeting colleague and gf for dinner at new york restaurant. WHen i reach there juz nice they found a seat ... i remain silent for quite awhile cox i am tired and the existence of gf ... haizz ... than soon later i become active again ... talk about lotsa stuff ...

Hope that the dream i keep dreaming about last fews year ago go away and never return again ... i hate having nightmares ... and pls let me dream of number so i can strike lottery ... wahahaha .. She going to camp ... dunno for how long ??? haiz ...well well .. why i get so bother abt it ? well perharps i didn't even know the answer ...

Waste of time ...

2006-08-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Agreed to meet at changi airport to study at 1pm ... Stupid Aloy and Shawn !!! didn't call me !!! hahaha ... i woke up at 1.30pm ... than i quickly bath and rush down there to meet them ...plan to study there ... in the end .. chat and playing games ... i onli read 1 short chapter of principle of management ... wat a time wasting ... wireless also cannot use ... lousy macdonald that changi airport have ... than was chase away by the manager becox their customers have no place to seat and no studying is allow ... so bo bian ... take bus 36 go parkway to study ... haha than reach starbuck le ... also didn't study .. order 2 drinks seat at there and talk cock ... than soon ... dinner time ...

Went to the same usual place dunno call wat ... eat ramen .. veh veh nice !!! hahaha ... use my card to pay again ... my money wanna finish liao !!! die die die ... i gonna be a poor person again !! I DUN 1 !!! hahaha ... eat le than went to katong there take bus ... than walk home with aloy and shawn ... hmmmm healthy and save money huh ??? when aloy is around ... no doubt ... walk home for sure from interchange ... hahaha ... i feel healthy !!!

When at home le ... msged pearlyn to ask her go watch fireworks ... than she say okie on 11 aug ... than she ask got who ... than i was quite sad tho ... haha .. so i asked ai zhen also ... since we haven gather for quite time ... well .. quite a good idea right ? heh heh ... i choose a date that i actually have exco meeting ... STUPID RIGHT ??? i think got to cancel it le .. hahaha ... sad ... hmm well i will see how ...

And also meet audrey out for a drink on sat ... hmmm .. haven see her for quite some time .. so got alot to catch up ... ahaha .. so well looking forward for that day ...

Saturday !!!

2006-08-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm .. Well .. plan to slack at home the whole day ... Hopefully sickness can be recovered by today ... but ... naomi called ... haha ... ask me out for dinner with girlfren ... so eventually i agreed ... they were at bloodbank ... hmmmm ...

Well ..added claris and cheryl msn ... 2 sweet girls added in my contact list ... haha ... than chat with pearlyn ... she at her fren house which is at woodland ... becox yesterday catch a midnight show at woodland so she stay over at her frenz house ... she complained lazy to go back ... haha ... than she ask i never go out meh .. i actualli jokingly answer waitinh for u to ask me out. haha ... than she replied ... why not i come to woodland and send her home than she get change and all that than went out with me ... well .. SUDDENLY ... i have the urge to go woodland immediately ... haha .. but not to forget ... the DINNER !!! So i can't ... so sad and kinda regret hahaha ...

well .. after the convo i quickly went to orchard to meet naomi and girlfren ... had swensen ... than slackkkkkkk till ard 8pm ? than went to centre point becox naomi wanna check her stuff ... but than dun have so naomi have to go Novena to get it ... so she left ... So left me and girlfren ... we dunno where to go ... so juz walking around HMV ... since she deprive for shopping ... haha ... walk around ... than on our way there we saw giam and his cute nephew ... OMG ... that was freaking cute !!! hahaha ... the vegetable boy !!! hahahahaha ... giam look weird when carring a baby and a milk bottle at his back pocket ... L O L ...

After walking around with girlfren than i have to go to my frenz house to slack ... so we left around 9.30 ... i got to reach there early ... becox christina got curfew ... so sad ... wen i reach there she about to go home le .. haha .. well .. so i slack there slack until 1 am than went for supper ... than got to walk home = [ ... cox no bus le ...

Well ... Girlfren !!! you got to slp early le !!! hahaha ... i slp early = u slp early .. good good ... dun bluff me = D ... hmmm ... when i was walking and shop around with her ... the time passed so quickly ... how i wish i can freeze the time at an instance ... whereby i spend the time with her ... sad life ... that is impossible ... the more i read her blog the more i sad ... hahaha ... but well .. thats life .. can't help it ..

I was kinda moody today ... give a sad look and a glum look hopefully she will notice it ... is there a need for a cheerful jian hai to do that ? ha ... but well .. everytime i see her i feel sad leh ... hahaha ... is there anybody can make me happi and bring back my old self ??? how about pearlyn ? = D ...

NO MORE PROJECTS !!!

2006-08-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha ... hardly slept last night because have to rush project ... Marketing Project due today !!! so was like ... chiong-ing all the way !!! hahahaha ... last night hardly reach agnes ... sooooo that was like so terrible and so worried ...

I overslept and skipped accounting tutorial ... so sad ... but than did attend the management tutorial ... after tutorial ... went to library continue to do projects ... at least agnes did something ... she actually stay up till late at night doing the projects ... she left her phone at the living room so she was hardly reachable ... than we at library with yanna and syarfar ... well ... continue pia-ing the project ... and finally !!! ITS DONE !!! Agnes and yanna left... me and syarfar doing the content page and it about 1h to our due time... SUDDENLY THE COM DUNNO WAT HAPPEN mess up our projects !!!! L O L ... than started to panic .. so both of us quickly rush to computer lab to do the arranging again ... than do the content page ... than send to binding ... and FINALLY hand in the project ... and we were 20 min early = ] ] ] ... heh heh ... The feeling is like a heavy bag of weight that we carry have juz remove away ... feel so comfortable and relief !!!

I guess my sickness by tml will be recover le ... hahaha .. becox no more projects !!! after projects ... went to meet Emily, Giam and gibson ... We plan to catch a movie ... than chris called ... so i ask her join us ... than she ask shawn ... so shawn and chris says okie to it ... we watch click ... and guess wat ... LAW AND MANAGEMENT course people actually booked 150 seats for that show and we happen to be in the same cinema ... so poor thing .. we can onli get the front rows ... damn it ! but well .. the show is nice and touching ... have a moral behind the movie ... I guess quite alot of people cried >.< ... some cry veh loud .. which make me laugh like hell ... AND !!! EMILY CRIED !!! hahaha but silently de ... i actually did shed a tears but than i quickly wipe it away ... realli veh touching ... The movie worth ur money !!! hahaha

BTW !!! we rush the projects is not becox it's a last minutes work ... it because Mr roche say got alot of irrelevant stuff so need realli alot of edit and add/remove stuff !! ZzZzZ

Dad pop out a question to me this afternoon and i was kinda stunned. He wanted me to take up a horse trainer course in oversea. He ask me to consider about it .. Should i or should i not ? a few years away from home ... or worst to the worst ... will never come back to sg again ...

Blood drive

2006-08-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

After tutorial ... went to blood drive to help out again ... Skipped CSA lecture !!! firstly it is boring ... secondly i wan to help out in the blood drive. Well at there help to do the bandaging thingy ... so quite alright ... skipped lunch to help out >.< ... From 11.30 till 7pm ... Actually went to do project at 2pm de ... but than phone died on me ... so i was unreachable ... i cannot see the sms they send and answer the phone they called ... so sad ... well ..

Well ... when i reach home i was completely wear out ... took a rest and do a bit of the project ... than finally turn in and sleep.

well well well ... met alot of people during blood drive ... Mostly cheerful ones ... some sweets looking ... some proud looking ...but ... i appreciate they donate blood = ] ... a very big thank you !!! Hope that those people i had bandage can regconize me and maybe say a hi if i happen to pass them = ] ... forward for that ...

Blood drive

2006-08-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmmmm well .. i am so dead ... i can't answer the question from my economic lecturer regards about the PROJECT !!! the question so difficult la !!! damn it ... hmmmm ... anyway it's over le ... saded ... than after econ ... went to the blood drive to help out ... until 1 pm than go for management lecture than after the lecture .. went to blood drive to help out again .. well ... my bandaging skill sucks ... hahaha those ganna bandage by me de confirm got the tape 1 ... bo skill is like that 1 ... lol ... but will .. i quite kinda enjoy myself !!! cox i actually learn quite alot of stuff ... hmmm and it juz keep me veh busy ... Veh veh good !!! hahaha ... Well looking forwards for tommorrow 2nd day blood drive !! Anyway heard that the principal of TP is coming tml for the drive !!! OMG !!! hahaha ... i muz do the bandaging until swee swee ... hahahaha ...

Really fall sick le ... flu , fever and sore throat found me again ... haizzz ... why always this 3 idiot keep knocking my door de ... i dun wan !! i wan love to knock on my door = D ... hahahaha ... didn't ask much right ? heheheeh .... anyway ... Get well soon Jian Hai !

I feel bad ... i mean real bad ... I am sick .. i wan to do the marketing project but than i am sick .. too sick to think ... flu is hindering me to think ... and my project due on friday ... i am so stress up and freak out ... grrrrrrrRrrr

i am falling sick...

2006-08-01T21:04:00.000+08:00

ArG ... nth realli happen today ... went to driving practical after school ... than went home le ...
And i ate 1 duck rice and 1 Hokkien mee for dinner ... wahahahaha ... but than i skip my breakfast and lunch = \ ...

ArGggg .. I am sick !!! flu and sore throat ... i am suffering ... arggg ... can you care for me ??? or u didn't even know i am sick ? = [ ...

Happy birthday Xiao Ling !!!

2006-07-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

As i slept at 5.30am ... i know that i not gonna make it for Marketing lesson !! hahaha ... yeahz ... expected !!! so well ... continue sleeping throughout ... than woke up at 11 by Kiong .. ask me come school accompany him ... hmm so i jolly well wake up and go bath lo ... GUESS WAT ??? My throat sore real bad ... it pretty hurts ... ouch ! than Yoko called ... telling me they at Macdonald ... than in the end i went to mac find them ... but than onli yoko and chia and the jia en and accompany onli !!! so i want to go back to school to find kiong ... so Yoko come along ... hmmm well ... reach school le go buy diskette for csa lesson ... than went to one of the table outside LT to seat and talk cock ... while YOKO try to finish the Economic project ... hmmm he was kinda piss ... becox chia tell him like this like that ... which like anyhow and expect Yoko to do ... well .. no wonder Yoko is so piss .. haha .. than well .. we started to tok craps ... than sarah, adel and lucille joined us for toking cock session ... than sarah started on Agnes ... which is like damn gross ...
Firstly was toking abt her presentation wear ... which was like not formal at all ... than they were saying she wearing her mother de shirt or smt ... than her shoe she wore was like veh casual type de ... hmmm the remark for that is quite alright but than we moved on ... they say she didn't wear bra !!! OmG ... that was like so sick la !!! DamN !!i almost freak out ... hahahaha ... but well .. they discriminate her lo ... i will never do that ... becox i dun wanna to offend anyone in poly ... my life is quite miserable le ... haha... hmmm than Chia come join us tok cock well .. while YOKO go answer a phone call .. he make a sarcastic remarks that the way he dress sucks... than sarah answer back him that ... look at urself before u say other and she left .. so everyone left also ... haha ... well ... than went for CSA lesson.
After the CSA test ... lesson ended ... but than going out to celebrate xiao ling birthday ... but than they wan to discuss abt project 1st ... so i went to discuss my project with my grp also ... but than they say go home do ... tml bring ... than syarfa say will send me the file tonight ... so okok lo .. than wait for them till 4.30 ... well chia, sarah , adel, jia en and accompany didn't go ... so we continue the outing ...while waiting .. was chatting on the phone with emily ... and YOKO and kiong was like disturbing hahaha ...than finally move off to marina square !!! Went to Yuki Yaki for dinner ... lolx ... while other went there ... Mi, kiong and annabelle went to get ICE CREAM CAKE !!! haha ... than eat there ... chat .. slack .. take photo and do all the rubbish there .. My throat sore real bad and the food there is like BBQ de lo ... i step in there i know that i gonna be so dead ... hahah wats worst is ... when playing the number guessing game .. i GANNA 2 TIMES LA !!!!! EAT WASABI WITH FISHBALL ... wahhhhhh .. almost dead ... they put alot of wasabi ... than eat that time ... the thing shoot up to my nose .. woo hoo .... cried ... hahaha ... hmmm than sing birthday song for xiao ling .. we sing veh veh loud .. so everyone can hear us !!! hahaha ... yeahhhhh !!! Happy happy ... than while walking towards train station ... i take the moo moo sticks and put the cow face on chong wei nipple ... than say "suck ur nipple" !!! hahaha ... than we keep playing with that ... than the girls was like ... eeeee ... er xin ... but than we continue playing .. hahaha ... so funny ...

I am so happy today ... becox i finally know that i am not left out in the class .. becox they finally accept me le ... they talk, joke , craps and take photo with me !!! realli i feel so happi that day ... my life started to brighten up ... but than i never knew that almost whole class hates chia .. Everyone in the SBS was gossiping abt chia !!! ... well ofcox bad remarks ... but than i was sitting on seats silently listening to them ... becox i dun wanna offend anyone .. so i was more towards neutral side ... it realli surprise me ... becox everyone seems dislike chia ... but well .. honestly ... he is a snoob ... smart alec and like to make sarcastic remarks ... well well well .. i msg syafar and agnes that wat i suppose to do for the project .. but no replies ... die la .. tml how ??? confirm ganna scolded by them ... than they also confirm shoot my evaluation down de. . .

But realli veh happi today !!! hahaha ... my throat realli hurts due to excessive of the steam boat food ... than the soup is tom yum ... i am dead ... god .. help me ... hahaha ... i can feel the heat in my throat ... anyway .. who will cares ? sad life ...

PS: happy birthday Xiao Ling

Happy Birthday Emily !!! And Cousin Meet out

2006-07-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

well ... sleep till 3pm than went to meet bobo and ye xiang for movie at 5.30pm. Watch Dragon Tiger Gate ... hmmm ... the show is quite okie but doesn't worth $9.50. After movie bobo went home becox he got to book in to camp. Than i went to my grandma house becox meeting cousin later ... well .. slack there till 10.30 than went to 802 for meet up with cousin ... hmmm had dinner and supper there and chat until 5am !!!! Than go home ... so freaking tired and sick.

Well ... i did mention that i wans to stop drinking but well its seem so difficult !!! i went to drink again ... i have to ... becox my brother is drinking ... and he gonna drive so i help him to drink finish ... hmmmmm haizzz everything seem so wrong ... why why why ???

During the meet up ... we talk alot of stuff ... and i was surprise that i had been updated with so many happening stuff in my family which i didn't even know... DAMN ! And suddenly i miss my grandfather so much (already pass away)... how i wish i could see him... i have alot to say to him ... he is a nice guy ! well .. too late ... i mature too late as i didn't think of this and cherish him when i was veh veh young ... hmmm ... next is my uncles ... having war ... Uncle threaten to burn down my another uncle house and murder all his family member which is my cousin. Internal affair ... interesting huh ? i dunno wat i suppose to do or say ... becox i know i have little power in the family ... i am the youngest in the family ... i have no power , no rights , no say. well let it be = |

PS: Happy birthday Emily

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2006-07-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm ... wake up at 10 am and i can't sleep anymore ... so sad .. and i was so tired >.< .... well ... slack at home until 2++ ... Had my mama home cook lunch !!! muahahaha ... nice !!! i simply love it ... esp home cook stuff ... haha ... any 1 wanna cook for me ??? = D ... after lunch went to meet giam, raymond, amy, bing sheng and emily @ Marina Square ... Initially wans to play bowling but than waiting list too long ... so went to play pool instead ... well .. than naomi, allan and wei song came after their YAP meeting ... Guess wat ??? Naomi give me a shirt as a gift !!! ahahaha .. sooo happi ... i never recieve any gift before except only on my birthday ... So happi happi happi ... and i like the shirt as well !!! hahaha .. THANKS NAOMI !!! hmm well .. ard 5+pm went to have dinner than go to sing Karaoke at suntec K box. sing until 10.30pm ...

hmmmm ... well ... someone is angry with me = [ ... becox i drink beer. she was piss becox i drink .. so sad ... if i had knew .. i should order soft drinks !!! damn damn damn ... sorri naomi ! dun mean it !! anyway .. i will try to kick the habit off k ? (to shirley, emily, naomi and pei lee). Becox next time i got driving license already i cannot drink and drive .. so i have to kick the habit off = ] ... support me !!!! hahaha ...

ohhhh ... btw ... this outing is plan by giam ... it suppose to celebrate emily birthday which is tml (30 July 2006) !!! happi birthday sweety = ] ... well ... emily is such a pretty = ] ... stay pretty and vibrant ... Keep missing me ar !!! L O L !!!

2006-07-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

Out of so many flowers,
theres only roses in my mind
Out of so many rocks,
theres only diamond in my mind
out of so many friends,
there are ONLY YOU !!! who will always be in my mind = ]

Smart day

2006-07-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

Had formal presentation today ... i dress so smartly muahahaha ... shirt, pants , leather shoe/belt and tie !!! hahah well ... lucky can find a tie than blend well with my shirt ... wahahaha ... Joshus chia look like undertaker .. i mean the driver of the coffin car de ... white shirt with black tie ... hahaha ... well ... presentation is not realli gd ... so sad ... but the team has put in alot of effort .. i am proud of that .. Thx people ...

After school went to eat subway at interchange there ... than go to orchard for a walk with hui shi, yoko, joshua, kiong and jia en ... hmmm well they catch a 5.05pm movie ... unfortunately i can't join them ... sad ... becox got to go the appreciation dinner ... so i left after they went to the cinema ...

Went to red cross office straight and than rot at there .. haha ... but well .. manage to do some help for the staff ... help them this and that ... haha ... than pearlyn and her RCHN come le ... surprisingly she went to donate blood .. haha .. that so kind of her = ] ... thx pearlyn tan !! hahaha ... than went to the back scene and show her ard ... hehe ... hmmmm than left the place ard 9.20 than go meet chris and jon. Well shirley !!! thx for ur concern ... i won't drink so much de = ] ... i mean i won't touch alcohol unless i have to = ] okie shirley and emily ? hahaha ... than went to drink coffee at macdonald !!! hahaha ... than walk home

Hmmmm ...pearlyn become so pretty ... but well .. wat past has passed .. but why not i consider to love her back again ? than how abt another her ? ahhhh .. decision making again ... i hate that .. Urg ... but well .. i do consider abt the pretty = ]

2006-07-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

well .. dunno wat to name the title ... haha ... well ... went to school ... than for lunch break ... play basketball which was like 11.30am ? DAMN HOT ... BBQ-ing under the sun muahahaha ... than all the guys stink like hell ... than went for lecture ... WOW ... the man smell is strong ! hahahaha ... so pai seh sia ... but than well we DUN CARE !!! hahaha ... Well than go for a short project discussion... than actualli plan to stay at home ... becox at night got thing to settle (as mention in previous blog). But than in the end my dad say no need le ... so i went out with chris .. to get her stuff and get my stuff at parkway parade ... hmmm ... I get a tie, leather shoe and a leather belt .. haha BECOX FRIDAY IS MY FORMAL PRESENTATION !!! God !!! hahaha

Well actually want to meet giam they all de ... but than 8+ le i still stuck at parkway parade ... if i go PS, i think will be veh late le. Well feel so bad .. becox they all waiting for me to eat dinner ... = [ [ [ ... sorri sorri !!! Hope u all can slim down a little for the fats 1 ... wahahaha ...

Hmmmm ... and yeah ... u are back from camp !!! hahaha ... school starting soon for u ... guess .. we will not meet often and even chat often but anyway ... good luck and all the best to u ...

i am a dumb dumb

2006-07-25T11:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm .. well well well ... today is slightly different from daily routine... after class went to do project with YOKO, joshua chia and kiong... and it onli took about 10 min to finish the discussion L O L ... well ... than decide to go bugis for a walk... so we went bugis and walk walk ..well well welll i plan to punch a ear hole !!! muahahaha but well ... i wonder how long is the deferral for blood donation so i didn't punch .. but i will do that 1 day !!! haha .. than went for dinner and saw chueer er !!! she wearing the ring that yoko bought for her and yoko is wearing the ring she bought for him ... Such a coincidence .. hahaha even tho they were separated but sweet memories are being alive again.. is that wat i call fate ?

Hmmm .. recieve a call from my cousin and she speak veh urgently and ask for my home number ... so i gave without hesistate without askin wat happen cox i dunno how to react. when i reach home than i know that smt is so wrong ... my cousin (another 1) husband has an affair. This totally stun me ... becox they were newlywed ... less than a year !!! less than half month i suppose ... so my dad were veh angry and he wan to do smt ... so my dad ask me to be home tomorrow at 7pm ... he wan mi and my brother to give that jerk a thrashing ... mmm well the cops can't do anything becox this is a family matter ... my mind is in a twirl ...wat shall i do ? should i stand out and fight for my cousin ? or shall i control myself to and dun anyhow throwing my punch ? well ... depends on tml .. but the possibility of beating that jerk is high .. how dare he bully my cousin .. GRRRRRRRRRRR

Hmmm okie ... my dad ask mi to eat the cooked crab which is in the fridge ... well .. he ask me to eat it cold becox it's nice ... but at first it seem so gross to me ... haha ... but the more i ate the more tasty it is .. than after eating crab .. he ask me eat durian ... well so i ate it ... durian is heaty ... so he ask me to drink salt + water after eating ... so i did ... but guess wat ? i drank "wei jing" + water .. than i taste it weird ... becox its not salty at all ... so i tot my family are moving towards healthy lifestyle so the salt is not so salty de ... so i began to add alot and drink ... than after finish drinking i go ask my mum the why salt not salty 1 ... she was stunned ... hahaha ... where got salt not salty 1 ... than i show her wat i drank ... she than told me that 1 is "wei jing" not salt ... i was like @_@ ... HAHAHAHAHA ... My hair gonna drop tml !!! i dun wanna be barcode head !!! NOOOOOOO~~~~!!!

well ... i began to fear relationship ... becox of wat happen to my cousin ... the fear begans to overrun me .. i can imagine ... jealousy , anger, sadness and all sort of feeling will occurred !!! damn ... i hate that ... how i wish i am cold blooded ... But wat if i promise that i will never betray you ... will you give me a chance to love u ? hmmmm

And finally ... i feel like a dumb dumb ... becox i can't differential salt and "wei jing" ... sad life jian hai ... sad life ... dumb dumb

Boring Life !!!

2006-07-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmm ... bored bored bored ... Monday again .. so fast .. as usual .. schooling .. than after school discuss about project for awhile than went home. CSA mock test was sux ... i was completely excel IDIOT ... hmmm i am dead ...

After school, went home and watch DVD (Final Destination 2). The Show was gore ... brain splatter everywhere... and all sort of bloody screen like body separate into 2 .. Nail punch thru the head and so on ... well .. the most interesting part is the NUDITY SCENE !!! OmG ... i didn't expect to have that ... haha ... but was like quite digusting becox ... The ladies went to tanning nake ... than smt happen they were COOKED !!! i mean CHAO TA !!! Imagine ... Cooked breast ... Ewwwww !!! After watching the show ... i get disturb by the image that is running thru my head. Than start to imagine things than i may die terribly ... ArHhhHhHHh~~~!!!

Well ... than at night nth much .. play game with frenz HmMmm

Well Well well ... wondering she recover from her cough le ma ... she not feeling well for the past few weeks ... anyway why should i bother so much ? haha ... i shouldn't do that ... Give up bah jian hai !!! she never fall for u de .. Xiao didi !!!

WE ARE THE CHAMPION !!!

2006-07-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha ... finally ... we won the final of the street soccer game organize by chris church ... hmmm we risk out life , strength and everything we got ... juz to win the game .. hahaha ... finally. . . WE ARE THE CHAMPION ... but i guess i hurt my knee again ... and my tigh muscle become so strain ... ouch ... tml my whole body will ache ... anyway who cares ?

Wat thing is better than drinking wine while watching movie (staying alive) ??? hahaha ... so relaxing ... i juz love the feeling. . .

well well well ... depression mood ... i not depress becox tml gonna start school .. i am depress becox ... I NEED A PARTNER !!! Female partner i mean ... males pls shoo off = p .. Who will be there to share my happiness , sadness and all sort of feelings ? sad life jian hai sad life ...

Lousy !!!

2006-07-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

Went to school as usual ... finish class le went home and rest for awhile and than went back to school for project ... discuss until 7pm than went home ... As for the girls they continue doing... so hardworking ... i'm impressed. i am tired and afraid about tml becox have accounting tutorial ... She look upon me and i am juz too worried that i will disappoint her so i have a veh heavy pressure on me ... Now, still stuck at tutorial question ... i realli cannot do le ... my minds is in the blank and worry about tml ... i felt so lousy .. i can't do tutorial question and i am so lousy !!! I had spent ard 2 Hours trying to do and came out with crapz ... wat a disappointment and tml it's another day to disappoint miss tay ... sorry i dun mean it !!! i am juz not as bright as u expect. I feel so tired and lousy ... whats worst could happen tomorrow ... i realli dun look forward for the next dawn. It juz makes me sick

Lousy Jian Hai !! lousy ... you juz sux at accounting .. YOU GONNA REPEAT MODULE FOR SURE !!! *sad sad sad ...

PS: Jia Ern , Seok Chin and Qian Han u girls are hardworking .. my pleasure to work with u girls !!! Good Work and effort !!!

Tiring day

2006-07-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning around 8.45 ... and found myself in th chalet with her onli ... how i wish this will last forever ? hahahaa .. well maybe i juz didn't hv enuff rest .. lol ... as usual ... coughing badly ... and still i dunno wat to do ... hmmm went to bath ... than come back found her sleeping on the bed ... and i didn't want to wake her up ... well knowing that i am rushing for tutorial class at 10am ... around 9.30 i went to the NTUC chalet there and bought breakfast for her and went back to costa sand .. i ran there and ran back instead L o L ... She often skip meals so muz buy for her than she will eat .. lol ... i went back that time she already wake up le ... so in the end take everything and check out le .. Knowing that i will be late .. i Quickly took a cab to school and give her lift to 168 bus stop ... I do hope that she will eat the breakfast i bought ... lol ... how i hope i have a driving license so i can send her home >.< ... wake up jian hai !!! haha ... always know how to day dream ... than went to school ... rush to classroom .. when enter the class ... my class was like ... wow ... CJ!! CJ !!! cox i am wearing CJC T shirt ... hahah which stun everyone... that the t shirt that give me power !!! yeahz ... hahaha .. Lecture cancel .. i was happy .. i tot i can go home and rest but i was wrong ... Project discussion is not cancel ... so stay back for project till 5pm !!! than went home .. have a rest than rest was disturb by emily and giam ... hahaha pull me to interchange and meet them tok cock .. well quite funny tho ... but ... I AM TIRED !!! hahaha than send them to bus stop and saw jon they all .. lol wat a coincidence ... than went home and nua .. chatting with pei lee and bonding with my class guys on msn = ]

Hmmm ... my mind is in a mess ... i can't think properly .. everything turn out so negatively ... this is not the way i want ... i want to get a life !!! Love life probably but it almost impossible ... reflecting that my life in poly ... i should do smt that i will have more frenz and fun in campus ... well ... i dun wanna fail any module and retake it ... but i know i will fail it .. = [ sad life. Stress , blue , sick , jealousy and fear conquer me

chalet

2006-07-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm let me blog on tueday de ... well after school went to chalet... than nth much ... BBQ , drinking and tok cock ... well .. some drunk , some not ... i am tipsy but not drunk ... hmmm as for Lee i dunno wtf he doing ... he actualli went to girls toilet and dunn peep for fuck .. how dare he peep at pei lee ... hmmm kinda angry ... but i got to control my emotion cox i am tipsy la ... well well well dunno why feel kinda jealous ... sour sour taste .. well i had been expected it long ago .. so dun bitch abt it jian hai ... u already knew this will happen ... aren't they are a perfect match ? well to be honest ... yes they are ... so dun be sad and jealous becox he much more better than u !!! in term of character , age and financial ... Jian Hai u loser ! Well drink cups after cups ... alcohol soon lost my concentration ... and she was coughing so badly and i dunno wat to do to help her ... Usual Jian Hai .. lousy ... At least some people will make a warm water for her rather than watching her coughing ...
CONCLUSIONL: Jian Hai is a LOSER

School days

2006-07-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm .. monday blue ... no mood to go school and all that but than i know i can't afford to miss so no choice...i get my lazy ass to school ... 2h of marketing lecture than 2 H break than 2H of computer lesson which is so sux and sian ... than stay behind for project ... well suddenly i dun feel quite well during the project discussion ... stomach pain pain and giddy .. so i told my grp i make a move 1st lo ... i know they were unhappy but no choice .. i realli not feeling well ...

Anyway during the marketing lectures ... lecturer show us some interesting video clips advertisment ... quite funny .. esp the WASS UP thingy ... haha .. than during the Computer ... seok chin was blogging and i saw a big whats up wording .. i suddenly Say the WASS UP !!! than everyone heard me la ... everyone laugh .. i tot i say veh soft leh .. lolx... everyone was like laughing and starin at me ... hmmmm

well well went home after i dun feel well ... went home and have a shower and took a nap after shitting .. wake up le also feel like shitting .. piangz ... so much shit to shit.

Dunno why lately i feels so stress up and veh veh busy ... but than i dunno wat i actually busy with ... maybe project bombarded me and due almost the same time ... can i handle the pressure ? wat the worst could happen ?

Soccer competition

2006-07-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm as usual ... let blog about yesterday !!! Went for soccer competition instead of the Sentosa trip. Well that was a difficult thing to decide but still came out a decision.

Went for a hair cut before going to the competition... well quite kinda piss off becox suppose to meet at 2.30 ... but than some people are late la !!! wait until 3.15 ... so bloody wasting my time ... Than reach there around 3.45pm ... than the match started ... well my team won 2/2 match on that day .. wahahhaa sooo happy ... well .. my performance not bad ... manage to tighten the defence ... next week is the final !!! hmmmm .. will we win ? hopefully ... haha .. it's juz a small competition but i do hope that i can make the best of it ... after that went for dinner at Long John Silver ... well my team saw a pretty working there ... and they juz keep staring at her .. hhahaaha .. all the horny bastard !!! They tried to ask her number but failed .. so sad for them L O L. After that went to toa payoh take bus 31 home >.< that was a long ride ... some choose to take the train .. so we were separate into 2 grps ... haha

well well well .. was tired and body and legs starts to ache le ... hmmm not realli like my hair .. look like ah boy but well hahaha it already happen .. maybe going for botak. But shall see bah ...

THE MOST TIRED DAY !!!

2006-07-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

wahhhhh ... sleep at 3 am wake up at 5.30am ...Only got 2H30MIN of sleep ... i almost died... wake up early in the morning and go to newton !! Volunteering for the diva la futball ... a lady football competition ... reach newton at 7am and wait for allan until around 7.30am than go and take the shuttle bus to the old turf club ... well ... ganna the position of Security Guard ... short form SG ( SAI GANG aka shit work) ... firstly ask us pick up litter ... than ask us go giant buy ice which like so far la !!! took around 30 min leh !!!damn jia lat ... than do nothing also .... walk here and there than take a few penalty shot and look at the ladies playing soccer ... they play until quite clumsy >.< ... Bleahz ... Than NO WELFARE 1 la ... piang ... almost died of thirst ... they refuse to give us extra drinks .. only can take 1 drink nia !!! wth .. we are volunteer man .. we are not paid de !!! but than overall was quite okie lo .. than we left around 3.30 which is like after pick up litter la !! shit man ...

After that i went to orchard to collect my gift from the red cross ... a inexpensive pandent but i like it quite alot !!! well .. when i was taking bus there ... i guess i saw yang ling !!! ahahaha ... i woke up and i saw her getting down the bus le ... well .. i doubt she know me .. anyway ... she in the same cohort with me ... = ] ] ]

Than walk around centrepoint ... waiting time to pass by ... than finish walking centrepoint i intend to walk around HMV ... than suddenly i saw shawny !!! hahaha ... he was like waving at me in the YNDC from far !! lolx ... he's with his frenz after that together go walk walk around HMV ... than i left around 6.10 to meet cheryl and edwin for the meeting ... well well well ... actual meeting time was 6 .. than change into 7 ... but i told edwin 6.30 he say okie .. so i reach city hall at 6.30 and no ones there ... edwin told me cheryl will meet me 1st ... but than there no sign of her la !! Than i gong gong at there wait and i fall sleep ... until 7 !! than she finally called at 7.05 telling me she at marina square le ... well i was quite pissed ...and my mood is bad due to the lack of sleep and tireness. than soon i was alright ... becox edwin TREAT US DINNER !!! ahahahaha .. and fortunately wei song came as well ... hahaha ... THX BOSS ... well only 4 ppl so unable to conduct a proper meeting ... so juz have a conversation nia lo ..

Well after dinner went to drink coffee and talk talk again ... than hor went home le ... haha ...

Hmmmm ... edwin told mi some stuff .. which i find it quite true and it enlighten me as well ... if something is wrong ... correct it !!! Dun choose to avoid to escape the situation ... Be brave and face it ! you will be the best ! Jia you JIAN HAI !!!

Happy birthday YOKO !!!

2006-07-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm let me blog about friday !!! well well well ... i slept late on thursday and stare at the accounting homework blankly becox i have no freaking idea wat to do and how to solve it for about 1 H ... Than i finally close my book and goes to bed without doing anything... Than friday morning ... wake up at 8.15am but than i did;t do the tutorial work so i decide not to go so i sleep until 10.15 than wake up and go management tutorial ... wahaha ...

Well well ... we had planned a BBQ celebration for yoko birthday secretly without letting him know a single shit about it ... So all the guys act blur ... as if nothing happen than went to parkway play pool ... than eat katong laksa after that we pang seh YOKO ... hahaha he onli 1 take bus 12 and all the guys take bus 14 becox we going to buy BBQ stuff and he went other place(We planned it). And say bye without wishing him happy birthday ... wahaha .. he board the bus sadly ...

We buy BBQ stuff than proceed to pasir ris park by bus. Well well ... reach there around 6 ? than start fire ... almost everybody was there ... except for lucille, adel and sarah haha ... they came quite late with the 90 chicken wings and the ice box = | ... well the yoko come le we sing happy birthday song and he was not really surprise becox agnes told YOKO wat happen le = | no fun ...spoilt moodbut well he seems surprise and happy !!!!! ahahaha ... becox he told we forget is his birthday !!! Than the party started !!! How could a party without alcohol ? hahaha i brought a bottle of Jacks daniel from home .. and start drinking ... well Chong wei and Kiong was tipsy ... Kiong keep losing the fist game with me ... and chong wei can't hold alcohol well = | well ... around 10.30 people starts to go home .. than me kiong annabelle took a cab around 2.15. Well roughly i reach home around 2.30 and turn in at 3am!!

Well ... even though it's a tiring day but i guess it all worth it !!! cox it is the 1st class gathering i went ... and YOKO actually surprise that i am dere !! cox i am a busy person = ] ... Hopefully the relationship with them can get closer which i really hope that !!! Cheers !!! Happi birthday YOKO!!

As usual

2006-07-13T02:16:00.000+08:00

hmmmm ... woke up late today ... i woke up ard 12 ... I missed my econ tutorial ... so sad .. lucky this is the 1st time i miss wahahaha ... than wake up le quickly go bath and go school for lecture lesson ... dunno why during the lecture i was damn awake and 1st time paying so much attention to the lecture L O L ... so learn quite alot of things today ... i was so serious ... hmmm good job jian hai ... wahahaha. After lecture go project discussion... well discuss until quite alright ... manage to solve some problem and touch up alittle on the project. After the project discussion ... went on to another project discussion ... also do alot of stuff for that ... but still not quite happy with that agnes .. damn her ... attitude ... I will show her my attitude also !!!!!!! Grrrrr ...
Well after finish the project discussion .. i went to KK hospital on my own to visit my mama ... hmmmm well ... take train to little india and walk there ....wahahaha .. fortunately i was not kidnap by the people ... = ] ... while walking there ... i think of last year i was finding my way to go KK hospital .. keep going round and round little india. Than saw a big grp of ah neh crowding around in a coffee shop and watch a small patheic TV .. i tot is live screening soccer ... so i go take a look .. GUESS WAT ???? They are watching a TAMIL show la !!! and they look like so interested and serious ... hahaha .. i almost burst into laughter ... the show ar still got sound effect when they fight .. like bish bah !!! Pow !! haha .. i control my laughter ... i walk away and laugh la !! so funny = D
well soon i reach KK hospital le ... while walking there was chatting with emily = D .. thx emily for keeping me accompany = ] ... hehe than went to see my mum ... well well ... she was sleeping when i reach there so i silently sat on the chair without waking her up ... but soon as usual she woke up by herself ... than chat with her lo ... than after about half an hour my cousin reach dere ... than soon after ... my uncle at there too ... hmmm than chat until 8.30 than leave the hospital ... My uncle fetch mi and my cousin to TM as we meeting my another cousin ... Than went to eat prata at the usual prata shop ... Their milo is sweet as usual ... L O L ... Guess the sugar goes on offer today ... than went home after that.
Reach home le ... as usual home alone ... now is 2.30am le ... still no one home ... hmmm .. sad life ... anyway was doing tutorial question = ] and try out the integrated microphone as i juz found out my laptop got integrated mike ... hahaha and chat with chueer er .. almost vomit blood as my connection is sucky ... almost vomit blood ...its laggy >.<

hmmmmm ... my mum will be back tml = ] ... Quite kinda happi = ] heh heh heh ... she alright now le except that will feel the pain when the pain killer effect is gone >.< .. anyway .. she will be alright soon de ... well well well and tomorrow i will not forget to call emily de !!! hahaha ... well it's late and tml i got a 9am tutorial i am gonna be like so dead ...

2006-07-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

As usual ... went to school today and attend the lecture at 9 and finish school at 2.30pm... finish quite early today as the topic is light.. well while in the economic lecture ... keep disturbing joshuaSSsSS .. cox i sit in between them ... keep using ru hua to disturb them ... muahahaha .... well i got a punch on my arm in the end ... which likee hurts ... wahaha than went home after the lecture le ...

Hmmm well ... soon after i reach home i was kinda tired but have to wait for cousin phone call becox going to visit my mum ... wait until veh long than finally decide to take a nap. Guess wat !!! i sleep until 6 + and i actually miss her call .. haha .. my dad wake me up ask me wanna go visit mum anot ... L o L than i ask him fetch mi go my cousin house cox i am going with her .. so had dinner at there than proceed to KK hospital !!!

Reach there le than go to the ward and saw mum sleeping .. so didn't realli wake her up ... but than i go with my aunties so actually my mum woke up on her own ... well the operation goes successful ... I feel so relief ... hmmm but she dun feel quite well .. keep puking and feels giddy .. well my heart ache after seeing the scene .. well i maintain my silence until i left the hospital becox i dunno wat to say or do ... i feel so retarded and useless well maybe i need to learn to action out my caring and my feels ... feels so bad and sad ...

hmmmm.. considering not to pursue my studies anymore ... dunno why i become so materialistic .. i juz wanna earn ALOT ALOT ALOT money ... but well ..it's so difficult to like stop studying ... i dun wanna disappoint anybody whereby i can finally get into poly and suddenly stop my education ... well maybe i juz endure for 3 years ... jian hai, can u do that ? THAT A CHALLENGE FOR YOU !

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2006-07-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

My mum went to the hospital and stay in... tomorro is her operation le ... quite a minor one but i am still worried ...

Due to the final of the world cup which is a match i can't miss.. i watch till about 5++ am and i woke up at 12 pm today ... skipped my marketing lecture ... and went for CSA lab lesson .. guess it a waste of time for me at there ... actualli it was my turn to present my answer during the lesson but than dunno wat happen i no need present and it wasted my time to do those question ... Wat worst is i got present next week which i got to do tutorial question again next week. I didn't bring the excel textbook ... so basically wat he explain i wasn't paying any attention at all. I was surfing net .. finding the best deal to genting highland to enjoy ... wahahaha .... i feel bad now cox i know i miss quite alot of stuff

After the lesson went for a short discussion of project on management... Than i recieve a message that agnes didn't put my name in the group for accounting which i suppose to be in ... Fuck It ...so piss off ... now i left with no grp .. sad

Than went home for a short rest and await for my cousin call ... After she called me, i went down and guess wat ! She was driving her father new mercz benz ... L O L .. We than head to KK hospital to visit my mum ... as along the way ... i veh "shua gu" keep observing the interior of the car ... and try to figure out how to use the GPS of the car ... hahaha quite fun tho ... The technology is damn good ... it will guide u where to go and have voice to ask u turn left/right after how long ... amazing sia ... Actualli dunno how to go de ... in the end smoothly we reach the destination with the help of the GPS... At the hospital, we accompany my mum until around 7 cox cousin need to drive back le ... so i follow her lo ... my mum ask mi go back as well ... so went back to my cousin house for dinner and slack at there... ard 10.30pm she drive me back home...

Well... my mum may seems veh cheerful when i visited her .. but she has the fear too ... i dunno wat to do ... grrr .. juz hope that she will be juz fine and return home once again and lead the life my family used to have and i have nothing much to ask for. Hope she will be fine and the operation will be successful. No matter how low is the risk is ... it's still a risk ... Get well soon mum and dun be afraid ... i'm with u always... Love you mum

Pang Seh day

2006-07-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

Sorry frens ... can't join u all for the soccer competition cox got to go out with cousin ... cox its a cousin outing ... long time never go out with them le ... sorri sorri ... anyway it postphone to next week right ... i will try to make time de okie ? well well well cousin and brother drive car and went to jurong for ice skating actually ... but than in the end didn't skate cox the court is crowded with ppl ... so was like no room to skate lo ... so plan to go zoo. But end up at sentosa in the end ... wanna go underwater world de ... but than exp la !!! all dun wanna to go ... than buy bread and eat than get out of sentosa le ... it started to rain tho ... haha ... wasted $16 of entry fee ... now u all can see the Lee clan is rich huh ... hahahaha ... than went to parkway for dinner !!! the ramen is nice ... but found a hair inside ... lol ... my cousin ask me to eat all the prawn and sotong than complain ... so i did ... they give me a new bowl of ramen ... hahahaha so i eat lo ... but than can't finish ... too big bowl for me le ... well well well than walk around parkway ... than go to tampines mall for coffee @ starbuck ... than finally went home ... haha ... i can't wait to get my license and drive ard !!! who will be my passenger ??? i dun wanna be a lonely driver ...
I recieve a email from edwin (chairman of ydc) he wanted to have a catch up session with us ... well .. i know that i will have a lot to say ... but will i say the wrong things ??? shiat ... i know i am veh unsatisfied about wat happening in ydc ... so sucky ... yucks ... it juz turn me off ... THE OPPORTUNITY IS NOT EQUALY distributed ... Damn it !

Drinking nites

2006-07-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm ... let me blog about yesterday stuff ... Yesterday went to outram for the disaster prepareness orientation ... than the whole thing include telerecuit end at about 1.30 ... hmm i met a girl who named angeline ... she quite a pretty and quiet lady .. haha .. i should have ask her number !!! Gosh .. an opportunity had lost again ... well well well than raymond ask me to go drink tonight at 7pm ... than between 2 - 7 i was like damn free ... dunno wat to do ... keep going in/out of the lab than miss tham wanna go brouna vista to pay money so i tag along since i got nth to do ... than miss tham buy mi lunch !!! muahahaha ... after that went to clarke quay and reach there abt 5.30 which is like damn early ... than i go walk around boat/clarke quay .. and rot for 1h 30 min .. than finally met raymond !!!
Than went to the bar .. bingsheng, jake, meiling and her frenz soon join us ... the bar atmosphere is not bad ... pretty chicks around.. than raymond had half bottle of chivas than we drink finish it !!! L o L ... Some drunk ... some not .. Meiling and Jake they drunk until dunno like hell !!! I have difficult time to settle them off ... why always i muz take care of ppl after they drink le .. it had been a long tme that ppl take care of me lo .. than after around 1h 30 min later finally !!! they want to take cab home le ... they keep saying they wanna take MRT home which is like 12.30 ... They insist of taking MRT la !!! so i and allan was like ... haha well .. bing sheng and raymond went home first as they wanna catch the bus and train at around 11.45. Meiling and jake they 2 drunkard are hard to settle ...in the end manage to throw them into the cab and leave the place ... send jake home ... than send meiling home ... than in the end allan got to take night rider home at tampines ... sorri allan ... and thanks !!! = ] ] ] .. a nice guy huh ... he join us when we finish drinking and he got to clear the mess ... hmmmm ... once again THX ! Than i finally reach home with a little headache ... haha than go bath and slp !!! wat a night !

SUcky day

2006-07-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

hmmmm yesterday too lazy to write .. so i write yesterday de ... after school went to play pool with my guys classmate than went home ... well on the way back ... i chat with yoko alot of stuff ... well ... hmmmm than went home already feel veh shag ... poor result + lousy relationship with classmates + neglected frenz and project + YDC stuff .... suddenly all the thing come down so quickly that i hardly react ... feel so lost ... as if i am hang by a thread .. well than decide to drink some BEER ... after beer ... i crave for more .. so i open up a bottle of wine and drink ... hmmmm my bro frenz suddenly come to my house so i actually share the wine with them ... I drink until quite drunk tho ... but i am still know wat i am doing ... guess that when i had problem with something i will choose to drink !!! well that the way i am ... sad sad life jian hai ... u can onli drink with your soul !

Sleeping day

2006-07-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hmmm ... lately i suffer from lack of sleep ... well today after school i went home straight ... no programme for today ... Slack and online awhile than go into sleep !!! sleep until now and skipped my dinner >.< ... feel so tired somemore ... guess i gonna turn in soon le ... nth to say about today except for sleeping = ]

Tired tired tired tired tired

2006-07-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

Wahhhh .. i love this day man ... My programme is so pack !!! and all come in sequence muahahaha so happy ... well well well ... woke up at 8am which i suppose to wake up at 7 ... haha ... than quickly rush to yishun to meet the rest of the YDC member for paintball games. And guess wat ? i onli late for 5 minutes .. whaahahaha.. well than have macdonald as breakfast than went to the orchid country club for the paintball ... WOW !! PAINTBALL GAMES WERE SO FUN !!! OMG ... i will intro more fren to this game man ... but we actually change the name to Pain-Ball when we ended the mATCH .. Bruises , pain , blue-black. L o L ... it was fun but it hurts... well after that went to shower and have lunch.Than proceed to my next programme which is the ..... MILK RUN !!!

The place is soooo crowded with people and we actually late for the run. The run had been started 10min ago ... so no choice .. we still start running ... suddenly laksa , chicken rice , cheng teng and sugar cane inside my stomach started to mix together which i have it for lunch .... maybe its a good thing ... becox this moltivate me to run faster to find a toilet .. so i run at a veh steady speed hopefully could find a toilet ... BUT !!! NO TOILET LA !!! Than keep farting ... acting like a booster to me ... so funny ... than can eduring till the last 200 m than i sprint to the finish line Ahead of Shirley , CHeryl , naomi and giam. Well i dun even know where are they la !!! haha ... than suddenly dun feel like to shit le ... ANd guess wat ? i FINISH THE RACE !!!! hahaha which is like ... i 1 year never jog ... and keep drinking and drinking la !!! so satisfied ... Shortly ... shirley and giam finish the race and much later naomi and cheryl ... Than heard from shirley august there is another race which is New balance cross terrain race 10km !!! well tempted to go = ] .. I WANNA KEEP FIT !!! SUddenly the food inside my stomach start to mix again ... L O L we collct pur belonging after the annouce of the lucky draw which cheryl is hoping to get something la !! than go to one of the high class hotel which got 1 ferrari parked outside ...de toilet do big business ... while shitting still got music de leh .. not bad sia ... lol... than went for dinner ... talk alot of crap and joke alot ... shirley and cheryl was targeted ... lol

Than after dinner long pang shirley cab to HSA ... than i went for work ... hmmmm when i reach there there like no blood le la !!! Finishing le >.< ... than work ended at 9.30. hmmm than took a last glance and touch on the equipment and the room. FYI today is my last day of working ...dunno why got a bit of she bu de ... is like as if i not gonna pass here again ... lol ...

Well .. from today onwards ... i will be a poor man ... i left 0 dollar in my bank and i have liability ... i owe alot of ppl money !!! Omg ... how can this been happening .... haizzz and my left knee hurts lot ... sob sob ... have difficulty to climb the stairs ... like handicap like that ... haizz ... USELESS JIAN HAI

Tired and Moody day

2006-07-02T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm ... hardly get any sleep due to the world cup.. well i know that i slp for 4 H throughout the Italy match BUT i still feel that i have not enough slp !!! Dunno why my mood was like bad and a mixture of sad, maybe due to the stress i created for myself. Than went for meeting at the bloodbank at 9 am !!! but i reach at 9.30 muahahaha.... well after that go have lunch than go play pool with allan and big firdaus, hmmmm well as usual i still manage to dominate the table. After that went to work >.< ... and guess wat ... i made a decision !!! which is quit my job becox things are getting outta my control so i need so time planning. I neglected my work , friends and my LIFE !!! ArG... So tml will be my last day working heh heh heh .. a sudden decision but hopes that it a best choice i choose. Maybe not a very gd decision becox when working ... the real jian hai is conquering me which is cheerful , lame , crappy and fun loving. Unlike now... emotional jian hai .. but i dun have any better choice i can choose. Because working is a passion to me, similar to YDC. But i choose YDC becox i sense a belonging there and i can't part with my the other YDC member and yeah gf u are right = ] the frens made me stay. Well to be honest... i think i had been drifting apart from the exco since that day they went to thailand trip... i begin to lose my position and power in YDC. Even how hard or how much effort i put in YDC no one will see it and i can't compare to those who went to the thailand trip becox they were look highly above me ... who knows that i may lose my job and ydc ...becox i on the verge to leave YDC either ... Looking forward for the next excos meeting... i may give the excos and everyone a surprise. anyway time to turn in ... tml i got to support cheryl gelling session even though i know that i am a normal civilian tml with bank account left with 0 dollar after going to the paintball organize by her... but I muz support her ... that wat it take to helps and support my team = ] .. all the best cheryl ... U'll have my support ...

Daily Routine

2006-06-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

Well Well Well ... Everything usual... but i can feel that i am getting closer and closer to my classmate le = ]. Well after our marketing tutorial our class went to KFC and have our lunch. The guys crack a joke on "ru hua" and we were like laughing our foolish ass off. The whole KFC restaurant filled with our laughter and noise. We use the term ru hua is becox my cohort got 1 girl look like her. That was eeeeeeeee ... well i am bad ... i know i may have karma but well when karma comes ... i guess karma will find joshua chia 1st !!! L O L. Well we laugh all the way to school. And guess wat ... joshua chia actually sits in front of the ru hua without realising she sitting behind. When someone told him about it ... he was like damn drama... he than claimed that he go into the wrong lecture and get his ass off the LT immediately... L O L and he skip the lecture that was like freaking funny. Well CSA lecture is boring so some people left during the breaks include me = ]. Than went home and nua.

Later in the evening, met the usual grps of fren for slack out well than went home around 9.45.

Daily Routine

2006-06-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

Well ... today everything seems fine to me. Usual Routine, but can wake up 1 H later cox it's WEDNESDAY !!! hmmmm than go school as usual but this time, something is different !!! guess wat ! Dunno why i am so click with my classmate !!! not all but a handful !!! hahaha ... so happy la !!! Anyway ... during the management lecture we learnt about LEADING. It enlighten me alot... well i do want to be a good leader and this topic had enlighten me and i learn alot to be a leader and my communication skill starting to improve = D... *clap clap well done jian hai !!!
But than joshua not in gd mood so i dun realli enjoy my school day as well ... he look so sad and which pull our moods down as well ... dunno why ... weird perhaps is the bonding thingy... Well ... after school went to parkway parade to play pool with 50% of the guys in my class which is 3 people in all. L O L ... Without realising that i my driving lesson haven been selling off. So shit man ... so i onli play 2 round of pool than take cab go UBI to have my driving lesson. Feel so guilty to pang seh my frenz, i dun realli mean to... sorry >.<

Well well well ... back to UBI ... I was hoping so much i dun ganna the instructor. When i check the car no. guess wat ? I am so damn happi cox it a different car !!! than i go look for it happily ... When i get in the car i was so sad la !!! It is the SAME instructor la !!! wah lao ... my heart sank immediately. He teach damn slow lo ... cheat my feeling and my money! The S and crank course so easy he keep example and let me see ... i finish dunno how many time of that than finally move on to slope ... than he onli teach half half nia ... than he say not gonna give me the chop about the slope ... cause i need more training ... shit him la !!! grrrrr !!! but seriously ... my slope sux ... i guess i dunno how many time i cause his ball to sank. L O L damn funny la ... i guess he eating jing feng shan now ... hahaha.. My call keep rolling back of the slope... hahahahahahahaha so damn freaking funny.

Well i guess that my day man !!! hahaha interesting huh ? hope everyday is like that can le ... well if i can find someone who i can share with all this will be the best but haizzz...... Well guess nobody will know that jian hai is blogging muaahahahahaha

First Posting

2006-06-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm ... Suddenly i feel like having a blog so ended up setting up a blog with chris help. Thank you chris !!! Hahaha ... well first posting huh... i guess no particular person i can talk to and i wanted so much to share my feeling , problem , happiness and emotion with someone but guess i can now share it with something instead of someone = ] ] ]...There so much thing happen during this past few weeks. My feeling is juz like roller coaster, which sometimes is at the peak and that at the very next moment i fall to the ground. Many people are unhappy with me due to my tight schedule. I am so sorry about that. I know that i have hardly time discussin and doing my project with my group and ended up they doing only. I feel so bad about so much effort they put in and i am only one leeching the credits. Grrr~~~!!! As for my besties, so sorry about it also. Often ask me out also have to see my schedule 1st and left limited days and dates to slack out. Hope u guys understand that my club which is Youth Donor Club which juz launch 4 month ago is still a baby. As beginning is the most difficult times to start and more effort to put in. I really want to make YDC a very successful club which is well known internationally. But well well i will not spend too much times on YDC and neglected my projects , friends and etc. I put project as priority, sorry people who trying to ask me out than i at the veh last moment i say i cannot go becox i go by priority. Currently no such case happen yet. But ofcox i dun 1 it to happen = ] .. well frenz and ydc CHEERS !!!

Sorry to Yanna, syarfa and agnes (project group)